On friday, me and my coworker didnt have much work to do in the afternoon so we were pretty relaxed and taking the work slowly and having a conversation about our religious views and other random stuff.
I ended up casually asking him what his biggest regret was, and he told me his story of his regret and he said he had never told anyone about it but felt like he trusted me, and I could tell by the look on his face that it was helping to lift it off him a little just by telling someone.
I felt so honored that he felt he could trust with with that, and glad I could help him.
Just wanted to share that cos it made me smile.
Helping a friend
February 22, 2010 at 6:38 pm (Uncategorized)
Tags: coworker, friend, help, helping, problem, trust
Time for planning
February 9, 2010 at 7:05 pm (Personal Insight)
Tags: change, lonely, spirit, spiritual
After Nancy commented in my last post, I was cheered up again, she reminded me that the spirit hadnt left, it was just waiting in the background until I was ready again.
I think it has taken a backseat so I can think about things and start making plans. Basically, I have been having a hard time at work, feeling as though I have put a lot of effort into it, and not feeling like its been noticed or acknowledged.
I have come to the decison that I want change, but am unsure as to how yet, so I think my spiritual side has quietened down to give me time to reflect on this.
I have asked the spirits that they give me hints if they feel it is helpful.
Though it does feel a little lonely sometimes.
Stress
February 4, 2010 at 7:09 pm (Personal Insight)
Tags: energy, Law of attraction, stress, uninspired, unspiritual
I am feeling very unspiritual, uninspired at the moment. I have been having a rough couple of weeks work wise. Just feeling as though we work really hard and its never good enough and we dont get anything for it. I was trying to do the law of attraction which is fine when Im not at work, but when there I just feel dragged down and depressed.
I wondering if because everyone else is feeling this way, their energys are making we worse?
It was only 3 weeks ago i had a week off and I already feel like I need another one.
Dreams back to normal
February 2, 2010 at 6:19 pm (Dreams)
Tags: cat, dream, marriage, meaning
Well I didnt find out why I was dreaming about those people but I have stopped and am now remembering my dreams.
Last night I dreamt me and my brother were cats and we were playing in the park when a tractor-like machine came along and I got up to lave but my brother was being stubborn and wudnt get up till the last minute.
Im thinking it either means Im being stubborn and ignoring something important which I will eventually have to deal with, or I’m being impatient with something that will happen in the right time.
I then had a dream that someone I knew years ago was getting married. I was curious so i looked on facebook- not married but does have a girlfriend.
Dreaming of the same people
January 30, 2010 at 9:52 am (Dreams)
Tags: dream
I keep having very vivd dreams about the same people, but upon waking I cant remember what happened, just who was in it. This is really annoying me. I’m so used to remembering and then looking up different detail meanings, and am usually able to figure out what that dream was saying, but I cant work it out without the details.
All I can conclude from remembering who was in my dream is that I must be obsessed with these people’s personal lives in my dreamland. Which I would like to point I dont think I am when awake.
Thing is, I dont think they are going to stop until whatever the issue is, is worked out.
Crown chakra tingling
January 25, 2010 at 9:17 pm (Personal Insight, Spirit guide communication)
Tags: chakra, crown chakra, guide
Ive not posted of a bit because Ive been working and focusing on other things, but I have been trying to make sure I keep a bit of time for my spiritual side.
While I’ve been working I have noticed that sometimes when I’m thinking, (relaxed random thinking- not stressed) I sometimes get a buzz/ tingle on my crown chakra, and I have noticed it happens more when I’m thinking positively for a start and sometimes when I making plans in my head for my future.
I am starting to think it might be my guides way of letting me know I’m thinkin along the right tracks. For when I’m not in a situation I can receive an image or words.
Its nice if it is, I will keep paying attention to when I get it.
Law of attraction; starting out
January 19, 2010 at 9:04 pm (Law of attraction, Personal Insight)
Tags: Law of attraction, The secret, universe
A few days ago I watched The Secret (Film/Documentary on the Law of attraction).
The basic concept is that what you think and feel is what you attract into your life, and the universe sends this to you in some way.
I find it to be an interesting concept. I can see how the psychology of it works, but am curious as to whether there is a universe attraction as well. In a way, it’s kind of like another way of asking your spirit guides/ angels/god for them to give your desires to you, without actually asking.
I have been practising it for 4 days now. So far I have been in very good moods each day, and I’ve actually been making decisions as to what it is I actually want to do with my life. (This is from a girl who has always been indecisive and, especially with future career, didn’t know at all what she wanted.)
Therefore, it has so far been beneficial to me.
Without sin/ karma debt
January 17, 2010 at 3:01 pm (Dreams, Karma, Personal Insight)
Tags: dream, guide, Karma, karma debt, past life, reincarnation, sin
I had an odd bit of a dream last night. At least, it was odd compared to the rest of the dreams I had last night. Seemed rather out of the blue.
I was sitting among a group of people on the bit of field outside my home, and we were discussing past lives and karma debt. Suddenly One of the group declared they could tell how the rest of us if we had karma debt and what it was. So this person was going around the group touching their forehead and telling them of their debt. When the person came to me, he touched my forehead like everyone else and I felt this surge of power there, and then person said “you are without sin”. Then the dream was over.
Now I couldn’t say I was without sin, I may try to be good, but still. I was confused for a while thinking about that, then I realised that it was saying I was didn’t have karma debt. To be fair I was still tired when I was analysing it.
I don’t know whether it was a message from my guides letting me know that I had paid off my karma debts. It’s possible, but I would prefer more insight from them to confirm this. But at the same time could have just been a dream.
It did get me thinking about what I that would mean though. If you had paid off your karma debts, then what is the next step? Do you reincarnate again to help others reach that potential or do you remain in the spirit world (or whatever else it is called)?
It’s something to ponder over anyway.
Click to give
January 15, 2010 at 6:33 pm (Charity)
Tags: animal rescue, breast cancer, Charity, children, rainforest
I was tidying up my favourites, (I seem to have accumulated a lot of websites) and I came across a link which I had saved to remember to go to it daily, but had forgotten, and am now feeling a bit guilty. So to try to make up for it I’m posting it on here to hopefully spread the word, and I’ll see if I can add it as a link.
The link is to the Hunger site-
Here you can go through the tabs, click their links and for each click their sponsers provide something towards each aid.
Tabs:
Hunger- Gives 1.1 cup of food per click
Breast Cancer- free Mamograms
Child health- goes towards a child’s healthcare
Literacy- goes towards free books to children in need
Rainforest- click helps to protect 11.4 square feet of rainforest
Animal rescue- each click gives 0.6 bowls of food to rescued animals.
Please Add to your favourites and click daily, it will take less than 5 mins, and you dont have to pay anything. I will be doing this from now on.
Pain and dreams: after the reiki treatment
January 14, 2010 at 2:49 pm (11.11, Dreams, Healing)
Tags: 11.11, dream, forgiveness, Reiki
As described in my last post, I had received a reiki healing and sometimes the participant of this can feel ill after the treatment due to the release of blockages and your body removing the negative energy stored in this blockage.
Last night, I went to bed as normal and woke up 2 hours later with a pain on my left side, it felt like it was from between my stomach and my intestines. Due to having been an unhealthy eater, I used to get this a lot, and it would cause me to have pain for several hours until my body found a way to remove the crap I had put in it.
However, I have been eating healthily for the past 2 weeks and so my body didn’t have crap to remove. The only reason I could think of for having this pain, was maybe because of the reiki treatment releasing toxins ( I believe massages do this as well and I had a combination o the 2).
So I thought I would be in for a long night of it and try to rest as best as I could.
I did fall into a short sleep which upon awakening I saw the numbers 11.11 and I heard bells ringing. (! I just remembered that at the end of the treatment the practitioner did a few bell chimes, so I’m now thinking that that was connected to that).
I woke up, still in pain, fell back to sleep, this time with a dream which through me for six, as I felt like it was actually happening. I could hear a voice from another room, it was my mum, saying that there was a hurricane outside, then I heard a siren of a police or ambulance pull up outside my and 2 men talking about waking someone up to open the door. I then woke up with a start, and was still in the exact same place as the dream and in took me a while to realise it had been a dream. I had to listen to the silence for a few minutes to realise this.
The pain was still there and I felt uncomfortable so I decided to stand up for a while. I stood up straight and the pain disappeared. I was so shocked; it never just goes away like that. That’s what made me believe it had been a pain manifested from the energy release.
I then went back to sleep normally and went on to have a dream about a man who had caused a lot of pain to our family and he was seeking forgiveness, and I felt sorry for him, and tried to help, but then he found a letter I had written in the dream quite had described my hurt and he got upset and left. I had forgiven him in the dream though.
So I had a very odd night, woke up feeling tired but in good spirits.
